Of tHe HeaRt aNd sOul.........

its jus me.......

2006-01-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

I've just woke up... I'm not happy but dun worry, i'm not angry as well... So there wont be any vulgar words used in this post... Its just a sudden urge to blog, because i'm really depressed..

Dear world,
Do i have a behavioural problem? Am i a hypocrite? People out there who thinks i am, then i shall be from ur prospect... There's nothing i can do to change it... I can have a lengthy post defending myself, but i chose not to....

People alwiz tell me to look at my cup as half full, but they can't deny that it is half empty as well... I have lots of negative thinkings... I agree... I choose to be this way... Its my choice... If u r not happy with it, i'm sorry... Because when i see it being half empty, i emphatise on the room for improvement than volume i have left to back me up... Say i'm not contented? I might not be... Because people are alwiz greedy... A FACT KNOWN LONG LONG TIME AGO SINCE ANCIENT CIVILISATION... If human live in a contented phase, trust me, we wont have civilisation... British wouldn't join WW1... They won't have pressured Alan Turing to invent the first computer protocol....U won't be able to read my blog on world wide web... No, u are currently using the machine of war... A machine that was born bcuz of greediness... A machine invented by my clan of people, the greedy pigs like me.... I don't wanna be bothered by how many sips of water left in the cup before i finish my supply, i wanna know how much water that i can add in... I wanna fill the cup, so that one sunny day, i can drink it without worrying that i'll finish it... I'll share them... Though most people think i wont, think im a selfish bitch (jus one not so vulgar pls), but i know deep down, i will... I might mourn and complain in my blog... But i still will... I choose to think that my cup is not half fool....

If u really think im a bitch, take a cup of water plz, and set an appointment wit me... I'll allow u to splash it on my face... I think i've lost a fren today.... Someone who believe in seeing the cup is half full.... A bright fren... A close fren... But, might no longer be my fren... That's why im depressed...

Jus an update, there might not be anymore post on this blog, no Part 2 of 'what a mystery'... I might start a new blog, but it shall remain anynomous... I'm crying as i leave my sad sad blogspot that brought a disastrous event in my life... Good bye for now....

What a mystery?

2006-01-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today is the day… the bloody day that I ragged about in my past few blogs… I hated today, I woke up late and the F***ing driver was ridiculously rude…

But the event very well, RTM did turn up... And i would like to virtually spank myself for being a sarcastic bastard to pray for the tsunami to come and bash up the event... Many many apologies... Because, today, the collection reached up to 86 pints of blood, and this supply could only last the blood bank for 3 days... 3 sick days... 3 short days... 3 DAYS ONLY!... No wonder they complained that the bank is running dry... I even crack a joke saying maybe draculas have been stealing those stale blood... *SPANK SPANK* *SPANK SPANK U AS WELL* Shame on u guys who could donate but didn't

brave heroes and heroins doin their part

But i wasn't much of a help there... Couldn't donate for both personal and medical reasons... But, did manage to drag few people to the Student Lounge until it was overcrowdedly packed... Decided to tour around Kota Samarahan campus, taking shots here and there *SNAP SNAP* More den 100 shots taken, yes, i have obsessive compulsive nature, if u ask...

Here i presnt to u, the SIGNS OF KOTA SAMARAHAN..

So many nice signs... Nice untill i thought KS people are retarded that they creatively did 2 different signs to convey the same meaning... Can you spot them? Let me try....

Hey, wait!! did u see wat i saw?

What happen to the toilet sign? It was a nice multisexual cubicle sign when i snap it just not long ago.. Now it sounds spooky, just like the SHUTTER...

Let's investigate further... First, inspection... (WARNING: THIS MIGHT TAKE A WHILE)
Eyes:
- one pair:normal
- postioned at the left axillary fossa of female symbol and right axillary fossa of the male symbol: abnormal
- pupils are dark black and rotated to the right : absolutely abnormal

Eyebrows:
- one pair, at superior of eyes: normal
- left eyebrow bushier than right: suspected eyebrow neoplasia for left and suspected eyebrow aplasia for right

Skin complexion:
-color is tanned orange: normal
-complexion changes slowly for fairer at right side to darker at left side. provisional diagnosis: none? (suspect didn't invest enough money in good sunblock - used cheapo hazelsnow that is obsolete from the market already, instead of protective banana boat)

Conclusion: Suspect is abnormal, diagnosed with both aplasia and neoplasia of eyebrows and uses cheapo hazelsnow.

Palpation: no signs

So who is this suspect? He seems familiar though... But i don't know any people from ks... Not as far as i remember...

*Think think and think*

Erm... i still don't get it... So people, plz, if u recall anythin... remind me ya... Tanx a million in advance

To be continue...

Vote....

2006-01-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

Short and simple...

Vote for mrs shyangies....

Bcuz this fren posted 2 posts saying he wants to find a gf... I'm publicizing for him!! *Another angelic act of mine! wink wink* Haha, no offence la... Shyang, if u dun like the idea, i'll remove... Just tell me... Im putting up a stupid post cuz im so stupid till i've got nothing stupidier to do...

Update at 9.30pm: Poll has been removed due to request by shyangies... for result, can ask me directly... Sigh, less den 2 hrs poll ny...

reply.....

2006-01-18T06:36:00.000+08:00

Well, now should i set the gendre(pronounced as 'jaun' as in jaundice and 'dre' as in stuffing ur mouth wit marshmellows and reading audrey aloud) for this blog as hatred? i din know the tiniest post of all got the most attention...

my blog has been craving attention for a very very long time... Even ppl like this and this whom i din know would be interested to drop by here actually tiny bitly included me in their blog (in both good and bad way)...*How touched(in a sarcastic tone, mind me)* All this while i tot my readers were my mom (yes, MY MOM), my pathetic little bro and a few close knitted frens....

What if i tell u guys that my hatred post was part of my cheapo publiscity to attract more visitors ar? Dun like ar, dun read la.... And stop telling me when i scold i very sat ie. wit great great hatred! Better go study for quiz....

Appear on tv

2006-01-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

Blood donation thing is becoming really really MAJOR event here... Though not everyone is talking bout it... And sum ppl(like me) is cursing the hell out of it...

So this situation really took place...

x: May i know who is interested to donate blood for our campaign next Sat?
decent, not guilty! but only few lifted their deltoid and supraspinatus
x: For your information, either TV3 or RTM will be doing a coverage on this event..
~~WTF, guity as charged.. People donate blood to donate blood. Not to appear on Tv u morons. Look into the objectives b4 opening ur filthy mouth.~~

So to help out with the "omg-tv3-and-rtm is coming" thing, let me present to you....

DADAAAAAA!!!! The first UNIMED @ UNISTAR BLOODY STAR SEARCH!

btw, from what i heard, ks ppl said mass media will be doing a coverage.. Did they mention bout tv3 and rtm? NO!!! It could just b the cheapo-bornea post, that i don't read at all! And even if tv3 or rtm is comin, so what's so great bout it? U wanna appear on tv? Go and bomb the klcc la, and tell me bout ur plan so i can inform the police and mass media... *wink wink* who know, they might award me wit sumthin and i can share it with u, even if u'll be in jail by then... WIN WIN STRATEGY YA!

BTW, if u really plan to bomb, do it on the Feb 11, its auspious, as the double one figure looks like twin tower... and u can have more time preparing! If u need a banner, do tell me, i'll be glad to help u with that! The theme shall be: APPEAR ON TV, BOMB KLCC!

So wtf am i writing so many blady non-sense here?
1. Talk in a nice way to ur collegue.
X: As RTM and TV3 will be doing a coverage on this event, we need ur SUPPORT!
i'm so angelic. take a lesson from me,x!
2. Stop creating a big bullshit out of blood donation! I seriously hope a tsunami attack might take place and steal the limelight. U people deserve it!

Halfway thru completion....

2006-01-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

Take a look... at my pirated work!!! ;p

All time bitch!

2006-01-15T09:59:00.000+08:00

U F***ING bitch... Screw you hard!!! If u dunno who im screwing here, dun ask... If u know, keep ur blady mouth shut.... Bastard moronic retarded pea-brained bitch!

speed

2006-01-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

x: hey, can u get the posters done by 4?
me: wat 4.00 pm, as in today's 4 pm? but i've only got break between 12.30 pm to 2.30pm.....(*&@#%^& in my heart!)
x: i need 2 designs...
me: can't we jus have one?
x: 2 means 2...
me:.......(&^$%^##!@$ cursing continues)

Within the speedy 2hrs, this is what i've produced....

So, you morons, go donate ur blood, after all the hard work i've done....(*%#%^$#)

Funny talk caught on act…

2006-01-11T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yeap, I should be mourning now.. As my previous block result turn out as a patch of s***… But, the psycho me decided I’ll start mourning at 1.00pm, after I finish this blog.

Okie this is what happened.. Result came out, some happy faces, some sad faces… Some decide when to be sad and when not to be…

Legend: Grade X-above average XX-average XXX-below average

Case 1

A: WTF… How come so bad one my result…. Below average lerr… Grade XXX…. So bad… CGPA also parachuting……
***Blab la bla…. More complains…. Till A meet wit B
A: B, wat u got?
B: XX lo… U?
A: …..Grade XXX…. So bad… Bla bla bla… What C got ar?
B: Same as u… XXX….
A: Huh, C oso tat bad ar? Erm, now I feel a lot better cuz C's result oso not that good….
B: ..........

Case 2
A: Aiyo, I very scared ler. They got amendment for our result. Stupid pc mark wrongly
B: Dun worry, I saw dy… Our name area on the paper no one fail…
***Konon trying to comfort A
A: Izzit… But I still worry lerr…
B: What’s ur result before amendment?
A: A
B:…………….......

***B only got B and was trying to comfort A who got A…..

Now, time to mourn………….

Photoshop....

2006-01-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

Im not selling PHOTOS in a SHOP.... And i'm certainly not good at photoshop...... When i say i KNOW photoshop, i mean THIS.................

I CAN DIMINISH MY OWN PIMPLES...

So why the hack did u guys call me to do banner.... Jus because my biro didn't submit a A4 length to do list, that half of them cannot be done because of time constraint, I'VE GOTTA BE THE SCAPE-GOAT? WTF....

So tanx to u guys, i really learn sumthing.... First, let me liquify UR* pictures...

Note: All liqufied models are just representation of YOU, YOU and YOU who pin-pointed me during the meeting... Bear in mind that they are not the true people i'm sending this message to...

Now, i feel lot better... *A SIGH OF RELIEVE* And i did learn to improve my photoshop skills too... Rest assured, if i learn how to create the burning effect, I'LL BURN u people into ashes.. MUAHHAHAH

Good morning world!

2006-01-04T08:23:00.001+08:00

Before I continue, ladies and gentleman, please take a look at what time this blog is written.... Siao, 8.23am.... You see, what happened was, I've been late for my 8 o'clock classes for the past days and weeks. So the effortless me took an effort to wake up early and turn up for class in time... Why am I blogging? Was I was up to extent that I decided to jump into the 9 o’clock lecture…

SO WRONG!!!!

Finally, one nice cosy morning, I force myself to leave my bed with half eyes closed. Btw, today I really took the time to dress up myself... Wow, I look so neat and tidy…. For once…. Haha… Went up to the lecture hall, it was 98% empty and the 1%, a collogue, told me, “ Class shifted dy ma, you dunno meh?” and the remaining 1%, ie me answer paisehly “Oh ya ho, I forgot dy” hoping to cover up for my silly ignorant mistake of not paying attention in class…..

Still got one hour more to go, better go back my room and take my breakfast, MILK + CORNFLAKES… It taste horrible, I don’t like it, but my tummy needs it…. So, as alwiz the multitasking me, while eating, I mumble abit thru my blog… Tata, I wanna sleep for another 15 mins…

Rediscovery.....

2006-01-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

As promised, here comes the second episode of re-discovering myself. I’m a gal who dreams a lot, who think a lot but put no effort and take no action. Everything I have right now, from what’s inside my head, to the clothes I in, I’ve done practically nothing, I feel. Its all the gift from God and my dearest parents. Yes, I study, but not hard enough I feel. See, now I’m in midst of my lower limb anatomy, and I’m blogging at the same time *wink wink* SHAMEFUL? Yes, I am. But, what can I do about it?

*Try change yourself for once, u blady fool!* word of wisdom from James Lai on Jan 1, 2006 nite.
Notice: He wasn’t that harsh, but my interpretation sounded that way.

Yea, let me repeat again, I tried, but I couldn’t. My effortless effort brought me nowhere. Medical school? Yea, so what if I’m in it? No one can guarantee that I can graduate. That feeling of doubts weather is this really the line of profession I wanted so badly kicks into my head every then and now.

I’m an antisocial freak. I do not initiate talk with people I don’t know. But once I know them, obviously the bubbly me can’t stop talking. Once in a while, I’ll start to think that I’m irritating those people around me, den the inferior side of Zhen took control and I turn into my silent mode again. So, again, why am I an antisocial freak? My upbringing? No my parents have been the most perfect parents! I think, once again, this is due to my instable-inferior mental condition. I have phobia of starting a conversation. What if they treat me like I’m a substandard me? They are gonna isolate me forever and ever. I’ll be cultured inside a Petri disc for the rest of my life, losing contact with the outer world. I can never accept my self in that situation. Kill me for goodness sake, rather than torturing me through that inhuman lifestyle.

Another chapter of Ms Zhen’s no-so-fairytale story;

I came into UNIMAS with bright light radiating from my eyes. I see my future so shinning so bright! When I step look outside the airplane, I got the shock of myself! I could actually see the tasik ladam from the view of my window. But enchanting Faculty of Med turned back the shock! I step into my room with the hope of an exciting new tomorrow. But, another weird event stunned me alive! My roommate is a fifth year, a studious freak, who don’t talk much! That very night I cried, fearing I’ll turn into her in another 4 years. Btw, since we don’t communicate much, I thought her name was Voon Ling (previous tenant before me) instead of Pei Ling, and I address her wrongly for the following 5 weeks I think (variance: plus minus 2 weeks). See, lesson of the day, even if I do initiate talk, when ppl don’t talk to me back, I’ll avoid talking to them for the rest of my life and I might even mix-up their name as well. Yea, here I am multitasking, ie chatting, blogging and reading my anatomy, while she pay her fullest attention to her books on her table at the other end of our small small room!

Back to the main topic, how insanely effortless I am. Very well written from my action now, BLOGGING instead of delving into Netter’s anatomy. So much bullshit for today, will continue over the weekend. My crazy jam-packed timetable squashed my life into a sandwich, only tiny pore from the bread allow me to breath! HELP ME!

“If you put more effort, u need no help” not-so-wise word of wisdom from Zhen

Talk about giving advice to myself, don't even let me start.......

Goodbye 2005….

2006-01-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Another year has gone…. In this midst of agony, I had a deep thought of my life… Who am i? Yea, I know I’m GCZ… But who is it within this concrete physical body? What kinda human am i? True, but shamefully, I’ve not been a good person for past 20 years….. So, this blog shall be a testimony of me!

ARROGANCE…. Yes, I think I’m pretty arrogant… Not that I look down at others, but at times, I feel I can hide my feeling of disgust of others if I particularly dislike that person… I remember I wrote an essay about how my F6 school irritates me, from the management, dirty politics, etc to my MUET teacher. She almost freaked out how a student can have such anger towards an institution that educates her. Till this day, I still refuse to be affiliated with that school. I was never proud of it, and I don’t think I will ever be because of the pea-sized-brain people there. I’m talking bout the management, not the friends whom I met there (They are great people, who really helped me through the daylight-nightmare I encountered in that place)… Then, there was this time, an acquaintance (I would assign him that), that I really felt irritated about, tried to jump into the conversation I was having with my buddy, but I ignored him all the way, not laying a single eye contact at him. Within 5 minutes, he got the signal and left me all alone. Not a single feeling of guilt caught me. Man, I hate my self, but I know I’ll hate myself even more if I put up a mask and live my life according to social expectation. I live my life for myself, MYSELF, not for you freaks out there, who has a social-meter, judging and grading me a value between -100 to +100. I know by the time I publish this blog, it shall drop to -200, but I don’t care, you are not me, I’m not you, so I don’t have to behave like you. Like it or not, I shall behave this way, people who don’t like me, get the hell out of my life!

Tiny voice within me: But the profession u chose requires you to be down to earth.

BING BANG, reality just hit me! Jus as what the uninvited guest had lectured us about, you have to maintain a good relationship with the lecturers. You don’t have to ‘bodek’ them, just put up a smiling face. I wont take your life away rite? And be nice to ur 3rd yr buddy, cuz they are the ones u are gonna rely on when u r in 2nd yr. WTF? I need to be hypocrite? Another downstream of my rollercoaster life… And I wanna stressed out again although I’m unhappy with myself for doing things that will be labeled as arrogant, I’ll feel even worse pretending, jus to strip off the stupid label…. I don’t think I ever can and will… Just keep my fingers crossed that everyone I meet in my life would be those I adore, those I feel good with, so I don’t have to put up a mask!

So much for today! In the next few days, I shall reveal more and more values within me that I really hate about myself! Adore me, hate me, its your choice. I DON’T GIVE A DAMN!

Season's Greetings

2005-12-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

This the season to be jolly, Sha la la la , La la la! To celebrate this once in a year occasion, we threw up a BBQ dinner at Nicki's house! YEAHHHH

Some were busy eating, some were busy with their girfriend, some were adjusting their Santa's cap/hat/..... And one was playing with camera... So dull and bored.....

UNTILL...............

Three of our honorary guests turned up... First, lets put our hands together for Mr Snowman

Can we see some happy faces? Yes, here comes one!

Next, a round of applause goes to our pretty ~~seductive~~ Ms Twinkle Bell

More ~~happily hypnotized~~ happy faces.....

Last but not least..... Our SPECIAL MYSTERIOUS GUEST WHO CAME UNINVITED No, he's not Santa Claus!!!

See what kinda shock u brought? Lesson of the day, "DON'T GO TO AN EVENT UNINVITED!"

Anyway, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.... CHEERS!!!!

Happie Birthday!

2005-12-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to Hung Xin, happy birthday to you! Yes, today, our cute little Hung Xin turned 20. No longer a teenager yea. Chia, Audrey and me bought this cake for her.

Its tiramisu cheese! Yumm Yummy!

At exactly 12 am, we brought up the cake for her.

Surprise surprise! Or maybe not so surprise!

And as always, the crowd photograph....

Three people still form a crowd in a small apt

And me and Audrey got her a shawl as well, to match with her white Punjabi suit. She is still guessing who gave her the present, and we keep denying saying its from a mysterious person. Haha... How unfortunate, i fogot to capture a pic of that shawl.

Mom knows best...

2005-11-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Just the other day, i was chattin wit my mom using skype... As it is free, obviously, the bubbly me can't stop mumbling bout my life here... Then, i send to her photos i took in Santubong.. This was what she said

My god, ur face is as round as the moon!

Goodness gracious, what are those flabby arms doin there?

Look, i've gottta be right. U've got a tummy.

So my dear mom, this is my 2006 new year resolution,

Im going back to KL as skiny as this.

1,2,3... Prick.... OUCH!!!!!!

2005-11-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yeap, its practical again! This time we had to prick our own finger / fingers to produce a nice blood smear slide. No ridges edge, colour changes progressly from dark red to light red and etc.. Fail? Try again.. Because its continuous assesment my friend...

In the end, I pricked 4 times on 3 fingers. Some of my mates managed to escape with 1 prick, but as a slow learner, and sumhow my blood refused to flow out, I had to sacrifice my pretty little fingers. Luckily, they didn't swell. Good little fingers i have yeah?

Was i dissapointed? Yea for sure.. It was like at the 12th attempt only i could get the smear right... Almost cried out you know... And, i think i was the last to finish.... It was a very nice pratical, just that i dont enjoy practical that much i guess.... :( Now, back to practical report......

Santubong + SCCS = Lost jacket???

2005-11-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a children cancer camp, in the best beach of Kuching, Santubong! MARVELOUS! That's the word to describe it! Had lots of fun, danced around with the kids, acted as the mirror in Snow White & 7 Super Heroes sketch, and munched up lots of food.. Hehe..

Then, at that night, everyone esp me, was unbearably tired, snoozing on the hotel's cosy bed.. UNTIL Mr Superman accompanied Ms President to our room to meet MC... Here comes the action packed part, Mr Superman shouted "WAKE UP, DUN SLEEP LA!" and the furious Mirror replied rudely, "Can't u be abit considerate?" Haha, yea, i was rude, I know. Sorry Mr Superman! But part of me really intend to do what i did! If Im given another chance, I've got a feeling I'll say that again. Its my bedtime u knoe!

And i learn to make swan-shaped-balloon! Terra le... Here's the pic

What can i comment bout Santubong? 5 star scenery, 4 star resort, 2 star beach and 1 star price. Believe it anot, RM 140/ room w 2 queen beds le, that like peak season price summore.. But the beach ok ok only la... Hahaha.. See the resort, u commment urself

the resort

the beach

And there were few cute kids, like this adorable Leah,

Last, but not least, Im back in my miserable room. And the forgetful me left my beloved jacket at the resort.I WANT MY MUMMY!

Kuching, nightmare, mosquitoes!

2005-11-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

I hate being back here... I hate my life... I hate each and everything! Its been 7 horrible days without internet connection within our donkey hostel... Spare us, that's the only access to outside world we have within this commercial lot... Why us? Why me? Why my tiny lap top? And i couldn't access my e-mail, not one but all 3 of them, 2 yahoos and 1 mailcity. What a life I'm enjoying! Its really really wasn't me who lost those blady passwords, I swear upon God! After cracking my head answering those stupid secret questions thing, finally i managed to access only 2 of them. The other question says "Who is your all time celebrity?" I started putting stupid nonsense like me, myself, my parents, and even my little doggie's name, but nothing worked! FED UP! And temporary, they barred my account because i seem to be attempting the stupid question whole too many times!

Mosquitoes are another major problem here in UNIMAS! Imagine being bitten until ur used-to-be-scareless leg is now full of insect bites. And they even claim that this area is a pandemic area for dengue fever. How would you feel? WARNING to those dengue mosquitoes: U better stay away from me! I need to continue my lifeless life!

Its a sad sad day in conclusion. I feel like breaking out in tears, but its an embarassing thing to do. U understand, i understand, let's not further discuss!

Anyone at home?

2005-10-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

Guess who is back at home? Guess who is sleeping on her OWN cosy bed? Guess who is having lots of fun wit her puppy? Guess who gets to see her family?

YES!!!! Its me... So happy, i couldn't believe today is really today... How i wish it to be endless! I woke up as early at 7am just to maximise all the time i'm gonna spend back here in KL... That's y i wont be spending much time blogging ya!! :)

Just got streamyx installed today... Fortunately this notebook got no problem... Cuz my desktop at home has gone haywired... I might try to figure out what's wrong with it.. but it just might take me alot alot of time... So just wish me luck.... Oh yea, after not walking my dog for so long, I found out that he started to lift his leg when he pee dy... So proud of him... But one weird thing is that he only does that stance when he's outside, when he pees in the toilet, he don't do that... Maybe he wanted to show-off to other dogs that he has the lift-my-leg-ability too... HAHA

Take care all my friends!

Countdown....

2005-10-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

Its officially 14th of October 2005... In less than 2 weeks, let's be more specific, 12 days, I'll BE GOING BACK HOME!

Yes, you heard me. Back to my cosy little bed, to my cute little doggie, to my beloved parents, to shopping malls, to ASTRO, to paradise of FOOD, in a short form, TO MY LAND OF CIVILISATION....

I can't wait for that magical moment. Never been this calculative about day and time, nv thought i would be, how ironic if life ya! Well, as usual, before Cinderella can live happily ever after, there's always the torturous moment before it.

What else can it be, besides the EOB, which falls on, none the less, 26th of Oct. In 12 days too. So gotta pump in more effort here, wish me luck! See ya.

Mango mango on the tree!

2005-10-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

As, before I start, let me congratulate Ms Henrietta ALBELA . After all the hunting, finally found my blog huh? Haha... but no prize for u, cuz its not a competition afterall. Hope you will enjoy the blog!

Okie, let me start this little story...

As I was reading Pharmacology, I overheard motorcycle's engine sound outside my window. Obviously, this ~~nosy~~ highly curious little Chai Zhen peek out her windows. To her suprise, the Old Man Guard who once scolded her was trying to pluck the mangoes using a lastic-look-alike equipment. This tree is like at least 2 storey high! And i didn't realise it is a mango tree till today.

Back to story! So there he was, trying all his might, to pull the string attached to the lastic-looked alike stuff. As he pulls, the mangoes on the tree were swaying around, in a way that somehow resembles the motion of shaking their butts, while saying "Ne ne, you cant get me!"

Haha, after all the drama, he did manage to grab a few of those nasty mangoes.. But, I dunno who to pity, the mango or the evil mr guard? Afterall those hard work, all he got was about 4-5 tiny little mangoes that size is only half ur palm !If only i had a camera with me!

My Little Mr Thumb....

2005-10-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

I never realised how important is him to my life.... When he opens the door for me... When he washes my clothes... What a gentleman! But, now, he is injured... Due to my neglience.... He's alive but may not regain his dignity! Sorry Mr Thumb for having you going through all these pains and rigors....

It was raining heavily, with thunders and storms... A notty little girl disobeyed her mother's words, and played with the blades... SQUASHED.. Blood spilled all over... Panicked, she asked her housemate for antiseptic, but none of the doctors and nurses-to-be have any first aid kit... The rain was so heavy that Lot77 was flooded knee high! But for the sake of Mr Thumb, she walked through those murky water and strong current! Sigh~~~ She wanted to go to a private clinic for suture, but her friends suggested A&E... 3 cm long and 6 sutures.... Worst thing was she had to wait about 2.5 hours before Mr Thumb received proper treatment... Poor little Mr Thumb...

So, to those people reading this blog, I plead to you to pray for Mr Thumb's wellness.... Thank you!

Mooncake Festival with a difference....

2005-09-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Do you remember those younger days, playing with lanterns and candles? Well, the most vivid memory of mine about this festival was playing with fire, legally. I had a self-made stove; a Milo tin cover above two bricks, a candle and a pinch of creativity. Burning stench of the leaves and the simmering sound of the sprinkled water was always so welcoming. And not forgetting about the BAD experience of blisters, burned tang-lung and hair too at times Yeap, those were the days......

At the age of 20, this autumn festival relatively connects me to the food only; legendary mooncake that had much contributed to the history of China. No tang-lung in campus; who knows? I might just burn the campus away together with the dead babies at Level 3.

Well, this year, good samaritan and a good friend, Sharon, took me to experience the culture of Sarawak at the Carpenter Street. Bulb-lighted-miniature lanterns filled the atmosphere, while crowds of straving Malaysians filled the street under drizzling rain. Well, its a festive of celebration! Had my first bite of their traditonal ice-cream minus the cream, called Kantong.

A look at Kantong!

Gals of FMHS, Unimas!!

Bloggie!!!!

2005-02-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

NOTICE: THIS BLOG HAS BEEN LEFT UNATTENDED FOR THE PAST 5 MONTHS.

RECAP: Author heard bout blog, decided to start one on 17 FEB 2005. She had just completed the tittle bloggie!!!, struggling and thinking of what to write! Comfortable, cosy bed VS swollen eyes in front of PC. Logic took control over her, she slept and slept and slept (obviously, chunking TONS of food into her stomach in between!), not managing to complete her mission. SHAME ON YOU!

At exactly 7 long months later, she read about a creepy jeepy but inspiring blog on a frog and her beautiful princess, suddenly, the flash pass over her where was it? blogspot? let's try my luck! type in the username she usually use and pw.

ZAM ZAM ALA KAZAM! (A mist of smoke whisked out!)
First blog: as bloggie
But who cares? Not as if i've done anything great and inspiring in my life before! Well, besides, being a great nuisance to my both loving parents! :) " I still love u guys! " Just because I'm away from home, my mission of making myself the GREATEST PARASITE of my parents apparently continue. Lucky me, they enjoy this blood-sucking creature's company!

PRESENT : Living in a glorious gated community of UNIMAS in the heart of Sarawak, Kuching. 24 hours high speed internet connection. Marvellous twin sharing bedroom. Faculty is merely 3 minutes walk from the hostel. Accesible ammenities like gimnasium and badminton court.

THINK AGAIN: Stuck within a commercial lot land, food is SCARCE, away from family and doggie, tons of lecture, dress code, doggie chain name tag and oven-like room! LIFE COULDN'T BE ANY BETTER!

May i be able to smile like Chibi for the next 5 torturous years.
"Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes"
Mahatma Gandhi